but it's back to reality. what a harsh wake up call. work will start in a month and i'm completely unprepared for it. time flew by too fast but at least i had that last holiday to chillax before life gets hectic again.
work - less time with family, friends, honestly it just sucks the energy out of you. hoping i won't become a grouch once work starts again.
and after much thought....
maybe i'm not gonna get that perfect ending.
“There they go, there they go!
There is blood on her shoe;
The shoe is too small,
Not the right bride at all!”
that makes me feel like nothing could go wrong. i always thought i'd never go back to arts camp already but i did this year and it seems my love for T House will never waver. seeing the freshies cheering and laughing makes me feel nostalgic and while i feel damn old being amongst them, it's fun all the same because T House love transcends age haha. makes me wonder how long i will keep crashing,
love how these wonderful freshies and friends have made this week so awesome. and i'm so grateful i had them to make me laugh when for a second there, it felt like the world was ending. they're an awesome batch but then again i feel that way about every single batch. they're just great like that. and i'm so glad they're thinking of coming back for OWeek. it's a bit sad i'll be missing it this year haha. and it's sad i won't be seeing the freshies in school for lunch or going for lectures together. OHWELLS.
our house ICs, OGLs, AOGLs and councillors, a special shout out to you even if you won't see this haha. it's a difficult challenge, the roles you took on, but you did well and i'm so damn proud of you.
ju and cher, and i think we are so lame to have cried a little when singing that stupid song that i will love and hate forever. i guess our feelings for camp will always stay the same no matter how much time passes. pride and love for our T House which has grown, from the time we were freshies, to the time we can now look at our freshies leading their freshies. damnnn really feel like an elder right now. but a proud elder all the same.
from a person who's not even a part of NUS anymore, thanks for the love, cos even if 10 years pass, i know i'll always be a part of the T House family.
Green is our blood, tied are our hearts.
wayyy too much drinking this weekend but the company was good. my workmates are fun and its kinda sad we're gonna be separated since training ends soon. work has been difficult, with all sorts of changes and crap, but i guess my workmates really make life bearable there. i dont know how im gonna survive not gossiping with them everyday haha. oh well at least i have a few of them in the same team.
i miss hanging out with my old gang of friends though. and i can't even meet up with them cos of work. next week's gonna be the start of a few long weeks man. night shift siansss. i'm so glad i'm gonna see some of them this weekend. which reminds me, BUY PAINT!
but many things to look forward to despite tiring work schedule! painting room, BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT!!!!, dee's party, mambo, etc! woohoo.
note to self: save money, sufi. you need to buy furniture!
and i wanna watch valentine's day! who hasn't watched??? watch with me!
im kinda excited to move into my new house. i'm thinking up ideas of how to decorate my room. any suggestions? haha.
p.s. i got twitter! wheee. tweet tweet.

you're still gorgeous though.
- Mood:
stressed - Music:Lies - T-ara
씨발!!!!! 가니나 치바이 부토 바비 나베!!

honestly. WHAT THE FUCK. damn, i'm honestly so frustrated that i feel like dropping everything now.
brb, screaming into a pillow now.
in other news, i think its real shit. can't stand it. i wanna leave. i really, really, reallyyyyy want to. but can't. i'm slowly losing my sanity. so much so, that i actually told some guy at macs who was making a big fuss to shut up and get out. at times like this, i really miss you sigh.
- Mood:
tired - Music:Like the First Time - T-ara
- Mood:
thankful - Music:Hug - Dong Bang Shin Ki